I’m somewhere in Ohio and I’ve been curled up like a dead spider in and out of sleep. my mind sapping from one dead branch to fallen leaf type thoughts but it’s all beautiful. things like “travel takes you away from your graveyard” or “travel makes it easy to see what you’re running from” but see now I’m not running anymore. now I have myself again because I finally lost myself. there is no her anymore, just the blooming possibility for someone new. I have never been hungrier, I have never been more ready to be alive. I’m new now.