"in this room alone" - aki (original song) - Videos

the new single off of aki's upcoming album "become"
lyrics below.

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LYRICS:

now I know what it's like
staring at these walls all night
thinking of the days
when it was all alright.
yeah, is this what you did when I broke you?
you're in pieces like an ocean on the floor, I'm a monster just watching from the shore.
baby I still got fangs, but I'm using them to rip out the things,
the things that hurt you before
yeah, you know I deserve the sting.
I can't apologize,
it's not enough for those TV eyes that show vivid your perfect heart
your smile straight from God it crucifies me

so I'm spending time in this room alone
picking apart all my bones
removing the monster I've come to know
the look in his eyes so alone
but I need that space for you
if it's not too late,
if God creates then let him create
create us again

this song was supposed to be about me getting you back
but honestly I think that I'm just way too sad
I miss you so bad that my brain is turning black
every moment without you I feel ripped in half
this room is filled with ghosts of you and I dancing fast
slow slow slow it down
yeah I'm losing track
memories like drugs
did that really happen?
I'm sinking in my bed
yeah my head is spinning faster
I'm getting lost in the days when you and I would spend hours doing nothing
but you were by my side
now you're far away girl
and I just don't feel right
so baby let's win this fight

baby I know I hurt ya
I know you might be scared
but if you cut me open
you're the only thing that's there

I'm spending time in this room alone
girl you're in all my bones
I'm killing the monster I've come to know
the look in his eyes so alone
but I made that space for you
if it's not too late
if God creates then let him create
create us again

so what am I supposed to do now? I'll wait for you

-aki

written, recorded, and produced by aki